The Darkness is Winning – Visual Journal 6/5/16

The Darkness is Winning Tears fall, the last of my life and essence dripping away The pit of darkness must be obvious, my eyes the portals to the despair within My face, my body, my life drained of colour; grey; dark Silent screams never escaping a mouth stitched tightly shit with familiar shame, fear, guilt,… Continue reading The Darkness is Winning – Visual Journal 6/5/16

I Hate This

Simple as that. It is too painful simply to exist right now. I hate this. I hate mental illness. I hate me. I want it to be over but I don’t know how to end the former and still be left with a ‘me’; I don’t feel strong enough for this fight; I don’t even… Continue reading I Hate This