Sending love out there to everyone, no matter what this evening means to you.
Struggling with tonight is not a sign of weakness. Not having fond memories or proud ‘achievements’ from 2018 isn’t a sign of failure.
Today and tomorrow are days like any other; if ‘all’ you do is survive them, that is amazing. Try to be proud of being you, be proud of getting through a day, be proud of surviving another year.
Don’t worry about resolutions or lists of achievements, just keep on keeping on.