CONSUMED. Almost gone….. (Visual Journal)

What it can feel like to be mentally unwell: CONSUMED by the void; almost gone…………………


Bottomless pit of darkness. Blank. Not human. (Visual Journal)

What it can feel like to be mentally unwell: bottomless pit of darkness within; blank mind; confused; empty; not human.

Detached Fragmented Unreal (Visual Journal 11/3/18)

Molly-level Insomnia

More tonight, please?!?! đŸ˜”

First time I’ve showed staff exactly what I mean when my response to “did you sleep well?” is “not really”…they wanted to know how I’m still upright this evening. Such is my life.

Small gestures can move mountains…

After the shittiest of days yesterday and the shittiest of weeks, my keyworker kept to our plan of pancakes this morning and it meant more than the world.


I think this is the first time I have ever allowed myself to feel this emotion FOR not AGAINST myself.

First time in nearly a quarter of a century.